Today was a day of gladness; tonight has been difficult. A seemingly small event had unleashed a torrent of emotion in me. The day before, my husband and I had received difficult news. Being stirred with faith, during the daylight hours I had grabbed on to the inexplicable determination and joy God placed in my heart—even in that difficult place. As the day turned into evening, though, I didn’t feel victorious. I felt lonely, discouraged, and frustrated.

Rather than giving up, I leaned into God’s presence and poured out my heart. Not in a bitter diatribe. Not with a litany of excuses. Not a recounting of heroic sacrifices. I simply remembered.

Less than 24 hours earlier, God had spoken to my heart: This is going to be a good year. Asking the Lord for encouragement, I picked up my Bible and read Psalm 65:1-13. With no grand exclamation, no flood of expectant emotion, no immediate resolution to my concerns, I set my heart on these words: “You crown the year with a bountiful harvest; even the hard pathways overflow with abundance” (Psalm 65:11). In that moment, I chose Him. In the trial, I chose hope.

Revealing not only the promise of blessing, Jeremiah 17:7 makes evident the heartbeat of hope (Psalm 65:5): trust. Because it’s a quality revealed by an eternal God, hope can’t simply be conjured up by us. With or without us, hope lives. But it’s our choice as to whether it will live in us. More than the desire for a happy life, hope calls us to press forward even though we have yet to see the completion of what we hope for and to release control so that we can rest in His strength (Romans 5:5, Romans 8:24-25; Hebrews 6:18-19, Hebrews 10:23).

NLT 365-day reading plan passage for today: John 14:15-31