A young woman was living the high life in Beijing. She resided in a private villa, danced her weekends away, and had her own chauffeur. But she lost it all when new comrades rose to power and threw her father out of his government office. The young woman, however, was not exactly humbled. When friends offered to pay her rent or give her a ride, she would say, “Yes, I will allow you to purchase that for me” or “I grant you permission to do me this favor.”
Her feeble attempts to retain a charade of privilege annoyed her friends. They would have preferred a simple, “Thank you, I don’t know what I would do without you.” It’s easy to see that she needed a hefty helping of humble gratitude. But don’t you and I act similarly toward God when we say that we permit Jesus to be our Lord or we accept Him into our hearts?
We enter this world needy and rebellious—under the curse of sin and death and bound for hell (Romans 3:23, 6:23). When we learn that Jesus gave His life to save us (Philippians 2:8), we sometimes grudgingly announce that we will grant Him this privilege.
Theologian Karl Barth noticed this tendency and explained that our professed “openness” toward God may actually be a spiritual way of remaining closed. We concede that we need God’s help. But by granting permission for God to save us, we try to retain the power in our relationship. We refuse to admit that we are “this needy man,” and even in our poverty we strive to play “the rich man closed against God.”
Like the young woman from Beijing, we’re dying to be in control. That’s fitting, because our attempt to keep the upper hand is killing us. Salvation comes when we confess that Jesus is Lord, with or without our permission (Philippians 2:11).
More:
• Isaiah 40:18-26
• Matthew 28:18-20
• Revelation 11:15
Next:
Can you think of other spiritual ways—such as prayer, offerings, and obedience—where you might be tempted to assert power over God? How have you sometimes used these good things to try to manipulate God into doing what you want?
Brianbenyosef on September 15, 2010 at 6:50 am
Thank you for this Mike… I sometimes find myself thinking I am “better than”. What a pridefull way of thinking. In reality I am less than. Altruisim is a way of life devoted to your fellow man/woman,or neighbor. (love your neighbor as you love yourself). Jesus said it so it must be true. Also, when Jesus said to hate your own life, I believe he meant disreguard your own life and live for others! (love your neighbor). How great is his wisdom? It is perfect!!! GOD bless you for this devotional today. All praise and glory to GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
esther chang on September 15, 2010 at 11:49 am
Thanks for the timely reminder in today’s devotional, reminding me that I am “the needy man”, that I am nothing without Him.
Peace from Singapore 🙂
Sandra on September 15, 2010 at 12:48 pm
Thanks Mike:
It is so easy for us to think “We are all of that.” on our own because our needs are all met, but thanks for today’s message that brings things into prospective.
Sandra