The other day I was fixing my hair in the bathroom when my son came in, casually leaned against the tub and said, “Talk with me.” Keep in mind, he’s only two years old. “Ok,” I said. “What do you want to talk about?” Serious as a stop sign, he replied, “Cars.” So, we talked about cars. It’s not like we discussed the merits of a twin cam configuration as opposed to a single overhead cam. The point is, when it came to connecting, he invited me to talk and I accepted.
I could have said, “Not now . . . Can’t you see I’m busy . . . Let’s talk about something else . . . Come back later.” All too often these are the responses I give God when He wants to chat. But, David has shown me another way to respond. He wrote, “My heart has heard you say, ‘Come and talk with me.’ And my heart responds, ‘Lord, I am coming'” (Psalm 27:8).
When I am invited to talk with God, I want to be available. The problem is that I’m not always willing to stop what I’m doing and chew the fat. I’d rather text my friend back than discuss my critical spirit with the Holy Spirit. I’d rather get to work for God than take time to speak words of worship to Him. And sometimes, I’d rather go shopping instead of sitting quietly in His presence, open and waiting for whatever He wants to talk about . . .
marvin williams on April 8, 2009 at 2:52 am
Jennifer, thanks for the reminder. It seems at times I am more willing to talk to people I really don’t know (twitter, facebook, and other social networks) than to talk with the one who knows me best and who invites me to know him more. Thanks for challenging us to be fully present with our heavenly Father.
jennifer benson schuldt on April 8, 2009 at 1:11 pm
Thanks Marvin! I think so many of us have busy lives that it’s a real effort to be “all there” when it comes to our children our spouses and often, even God. I know I struggle with this. Glad you found a take-away from my rambling. 🙂
Jelly on April 20, 2009 at 10:40 pm
This so describes me. Sometimes while I ready myself for work, I would hear praise and worship songs playing in my head. When that happens, I know God is calling me to sing along in praise of Him. Lately I have been ignoring it. Seeing your post is a more obvious call from God. Right now, I am humming along, praise God!